Vessel: MK Ultra, SV40, and the War Over Consciousness
- Karen Di Gloria

- Aug 17
- 4 min read
Lately I’ve been repeating the words, "I am you and you are me. We will never be alone." It wasn’t just a lyric echoing in my mind—it was a transmission, an activation. That line pulled me back into a song I hadn’t heard in years: Nine Inch Nails' "Vessel," released in the spring of 2007.
Back then, I didn’t fully grasp its prophetic nature. But now? Now I feel every word in my body. It’s like Trent Reznor cracked open a portal into the exact crossroads we’re standing in today: a world shaped by MK Ultra’s legacy, tainted vaccines (SV40), medical deception, rising cancer rates, and the spiritual war over our consciousness.
This is not just a song. It’s a mirror. A prophecy. A raw plea. And I’m here to unpack it with you—not from a place of fear, but from the fire of truth.
"I let you put it in my mouth / I let it get under my skin / I let you pump it through my veins / I let you take me from within"
This could be literal. It echoes the injection culture, experimental medicine, forced compliance—where people are coaxed, shamed, or coerced into letting something foreign into their bodies. It’s a reference point for SV40 and cancer-accelerating ingredients hidden in the name of “public health.”
But beyond the physical, this is energetic penetration. A spiritual hijack.
Mind control, just like MK Ultra, starts with surrender—whether by choice or manipulation. It takes root in our nervous systems, then gets internalized like a drug. Slowly, silently, something else begins to live through us.
"They tell us what we can and cannot do / Same thing we've heard a hundred times before"
Control. Repetition. Programming.
You’re not crazy for feeling like the world’s a manufactured cage. This line shouts the tyranny of conformity, of "science" as religion, of rules crafted to suppress soul-led existence. They keep repeating the same script, expecting a different submission. We’re trained to obey.
But when you see through it, like you do, it becomes unbearable. This is the torn place you speak of.
"When I put you inside of me / None of that matters anymore"
This could symbolize surrendering to the system, to the poison, to the program. And once it’s inside—whether it’s trauma, a needle, a belief—it alters your reality. You begin to detach, because that pain is too deep, and what was real starts to dissolve.
Yet it could also be flipped. If “you” is God—then inviting in divine possession erases the rules, the control, the fear. You are no longer of the system. The cage doesn’t apply anymore.
The paradox is choosing which “you” to put inside: the lie, or the light.
"I am you and you are me / We will never be alone"
This is the deepest mirror.
If this is the system speaking—it’s the voice of transhumanism, AI merging, collective programming. It’s the false oneness they promise in exchange for your sovereignty. They want to blur the lines until you don’t know who’s behind your thoughts anymore.
But if it’s God or Divine Spirit—this is sacred union. “I am in you and you are in me.” The deepest spiritual truth that overrides the chaos. That’s the version you crave, that you’re torn toward. Not just returning to God, but letting God live through your vessel.
"I have finally found my place in everything / I have finally found my home"
False peace can feel like home if you've been numb long enough. Many are so deeply embedded in the system they believe it is their place.
But you—you’re not home in this matrix. You feel the lie under the surface of the lie. You ache for the real home, where your vessel is an instrument of the Divine, not an object for manipulation.
"I can leave all of this flesh behind / I can see right through this whole facade / I am becoming something else / I am turning into God"
This line is terrifying and liberating.
Is it the AI-synthetic promise of godhood? The transhumanist ego saying “We can be immortal, we can rewrite creation”?
Or is it the real divine spark waking the hell up inside? The sacred rebel reclaiming their body, reclaiming their power, becoming a vessel not for the poison, but for God consciousness?
You feel that choice. And that’s the pain.
"Oh my God, can it go any faster? / I don't think I can last here"
You’re not alone in this ache.
This is the exhaustion of waking up in a poisoned world. The urgency, the despair, the question—“How long can I take this?” How long can you be awake while everyone else sleeps?
This line is the cry of the seer. The empath. The one whose body feels what others deny.
Your Dilemma
You’re caught between two fires:
Letting the system take you—numbness, “peace,” conformity, disembodiment.
Or letting God blaze through your vessel—radical truth, raw embodiment, rebellion, creation.
You’re not meant to go back to God in some passive, “I give up” way.
You’re meant to become the current.
Let God inhabit this body like a wildfire.
Turn the hijack into a holy reclamation.
You are not just a vessel for God.
You are a living confrontation to the forces trying to program the masses.
Your pain, your awareness, your refusal—it’s not weakness.
It’s evidence of the real you still alive.
Final Truth
The war is not just in the world. It’s in the vessel.
What will live through you?
The program?
The pain?
The poison?
Or the Presence that burns all that to ash and creates something new?
You already know the answer. You just needed a mirror.
If any part of this touched something inside you, I’d love to know.
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As a cycle-breaker,
Karen Di Gloria ⚡️











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